Saturday, November 15, 2008

Realizing the Dream and Living through Lectures

One of my classes is called "Immigration and Assimilation in the U.S." The lectures are powerpoint presentations online with our professor reading his lecture script as a voice-over. The subject matter is interesting, but he speaks at such a slow cantar, it can be mind-numbing to listen to more than two in a row.

Trying to keep myself occupied, I turned on some music in my iTunes player and played with the volume levels until I could listen to lecture AND some instrumental music. My music of choice? The Lord of the Rings soundtracks.

Now whatever my professor is saying sounds dramatic, as an epic score swells behind his words, lifting them up out of their mediocrity and into grandiosity.

Lectures are much more interesting now. And I am ever-the-more convinced that everything in life deserves a soundtrack.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

I Don't Want Your Party

Brace yourselves: I'm diving into politics. Much as I don't want to, it's all around me, impossible to ignore. And we shouldn't - as Catholics and Christians, we are called to be in the world, but no of it, meaning we can't abandon the world to self-destruct around us as we stay in our church and family bubbles.

To which a small voice in my head says Boo-hiss.

Barack Obama is now our president elect (I'm not going to comment on the fact that Blogger thinks both of his names are misspellings). Madison has been a temple for this man. It's close to worship. Which scares me on the 1st level. But St. Paul's is a safe-haven of conservatism. In one environ, it's so clear that the biggest issue is the pro-life movement (including abortion AND euthanasia), but when you step outside, it looks like the economy and issues of social justice are what need to be addressed.

Catholics are often put in a difficult position. Catholic Social Teaching rests on the basic principle of the dignity of the human person from conception to natural death. Taking care of the poor, health care, international politics - on these issues, I am of a democratic mind-frame. And it's usually how I identify myself. But as I feel more called to be a mother, and with all the new mothers and babies around me, I realize that I have to be fiercely pro-life. It used to not be a problem to be a pro-life democrat, but now the party lines have been drawn so clearly, a democratic candidate would be shooting himself in the foot by being pro-life. Though I can never stop hoping.

I wouldn't mind it if Obama didn't have a strong stance on abortion. His supporters don't think he does, but he's made it clear through his promises to Planned Parenthood what he thinks of it. He has promised to lower the age when a girl can have an abortion and not tell her parents to 13. THIRTEEN. It breaks my heart to think of 13 year old girls being sexually active, and disgusted with our society. Obama has also said that he plans to approve FOCA (Freedom of Choice Act) as one of his first orders of business. Please please please do some research on this. I can't articulate it well enough, but it needs to be known. Obama wants to make abortions even easier to get than they are now. He supports abortions to be performed throughout all nine months of pregnancy. With Partial-Birth abortions, a baby who is fully formed, ready to greet the world, can still be killed as he or she comes out of the womb. I worry for our country on the 2nd level - heck, even the 3rd, 4th, and 5th levels.

Abortion is never the main issue for me. It is a symptom of a greater problem. It shows a contempt for life. It is an escape route for those who don't want to take responsibility for the consequences of having sex. And it takes it out on a completely innocent child. People say all the time, "I wouldn't get an abortion, but if someone wants one, they should be able to get one." BULL.CRAP. That's like saying, "I would never steal a plasma TV, but if someone wants to, they should be able to." The government tells us what to do all the time, not to restrict us, but for the health and benefit of the society. Stealing is an ethical choice, but if everyone did it, we would descend into anarchy. The rise in abortions points to the fact that our American society does not value the lives of others first and foremost - it only values the individual.

Which is why I'm scared on so so so many other levels.